I'm running on the possibility that through break-up, I may lose someone that I not only loved intimately... but loved as a friend. I hope he knows I'm still here and I wouldn't want anything more than what we had back in the beginning of freshman year... BEFORE we started dating. When he'd call me at 9am and tell me to meet him and his best friend up at Perkins for some cheap gross breakfast. If I lose that... I don't know... It's going to really suck. I don't love him as my signifigant-other anymore... But I still want to have that close relationship that let's him know that he can call me when he's bored out of his mind or having a bad day and vis versa. That I want to chill with him and actually be FRIENDS. Not just aquiantances whose conversations are made akward because we think about those intimate nights alone with each other whenever eye-contact is made. I know it could be worse but that doesn't mean it doesn't suck.